It's been a while! I'm making cookies now! The first batch is Cornflake Oatmeal Chocolate Chip. There is a crunchy version where the outer rim is crispy and the middle is softer and

One more pre-op appointment next week that I forgot about. It's only to check my stats for the anesthesia and give them a baseline for keeping me alive during my final surgery. OPERATION

This shit has been hard. Physically I have very little stamina and emotionally I teeter on completely drained to the other end of a spectrum of  just anger or depression. Surgery happened. Yay!

So much has happened since I last surfaced. I had my last chemo treatment and I'm mostly starting to feel human again. I've had a recent barrage of MRI and CT scans that

...it's just not over yet. SPOILER ALERT: There's a kidney stone image below. In a couple days I will be undergoing my final infusion for this portion of my cancer treatment. So that