Almost there

One more pre-op appointment next week that I forgot about. It's only to check my stats for the anesthesia and give them a baseline for keeping me alive during my final surgery. OPERATION

Staying on target...

This shit has been hard. Physically I have very little stamina and emotionally I teeter on completely drained to the other end of a spectrum of  just anger or depression. Surgery happened. Yay!

What have I done?

I don't have much to say today that is very different from before. Each new infusion brings with it the same side effects that just range in value of super bad to not